Tiring Monday

Boring Monday, and also feel very tired. I am still unhappy for the lost promotion that I definately deserve. I keep asking the same question in my heart, am I being naive? After knowing that bitch didn't give me a raise this time AGAIN, I did feel angry. I talked to Harley about my thoughts. I've been at the studio for three years, I am doing very good here. Why other colleges can get promoted, only me excluded? Seems Harley does stand on my side during conversation, he understands my grievance...so I thought maybe he will give me some help. He said he will talk to my supervisor to see if there is anything she misunderstands me, or she has any special requirements to me. Then he has a two days trip, I guess he may get me some awesome news when he come back. Surprising me, he just sent me an email in the morning, and the content is that he supports the supervisor's decision, ask me to work harder, and don't be disappointed.....DAMN. How could I not be disappointed. His words and sympathies make me feel that he will help me. Now I feel very regretful why I trusted him. He's been not that Harley whoI knew when I joined this studio...I am the second project manager of this company, as the studio is developing very fast, more and more people join. Now we have 15 project managers. The first PM become our supervisor. I am completely okay with that, for everything that she requested me to do, I always do me best to complete. Can she please not treat me as her enemy? Feel very depressed at the office. I am thinkig is it the time that I say goodbye to Original Force? Being here for three years, it's not an easy decision, and the most part that I'll be missing will be my cute and nice clients. If I leave, I don't think I will have any chance to work with them again. Despairing.